Parental Advisory: Mild Language

I don't so this or say this often but for once I must...ahem..cough, cough, cough:
FUCK OFF, and LEAVE ME AND MY BODY THE FUCK ALONE..
I feel a little better now... *sigh*

This is what I want to say when my parents or family member wants to say something about my weight..gosh like its never going to end.. gosh I get it I'm fat and I need to lose some weight. It's not the easiest thing to do in the world but can you just fuck off for once. Like don't they understand that bothering me and telling me what parts of MY BODY needs to be fixed won't help. Let me do this on my one. Forcing me and telling me over and over and over isn't encouraging. In fact it hurts me. Because I already know this, I've known it since I was a little chubby 10 year old. They're lucky that I'm not someone that locked my self away and only got fatter. They're lucky that I don't hate working out and that I eat food too much. Sometimes I wish that I can leave my house before everyone wakes up and get back home after everyone falls asleep just to avoid the subject coming out of someone's mouth. You think I'm comfortable in my own skin? Gosh I have plans for my body and my life but people reminding me about my weight isn't going to work. Shit, it hurts when people go ahead and say things like "you were gettting skinny, you skin was getting nice, and you were so pretty, but then you stopped"<---- what the hell is that supposed to mean?? I became ugly?? What?!!? I don't get it??!.... I refuse to let people shoot my confidence down and it took me a long way to get here.. so do me a favor and FUCK OFF until further notice.. Thank you and good night. smh