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I can't help but feel this way. And I can't stand it. I feel stuck, uncertain, blank and I also feel a twinge of jealousy. I feel like life is moving for everyone but me. I feel like everything just stopped. I feel like I gave up on life without even realizing it... I was supposed to let go, but I can't help but feel this way.. Have mercy Father :/ I don't know  what to do...